Monday, 15 February 2010

Z tym rysunkiem powoli dam sobie juz spokoj, tak jak powiedzialam wczesniej bardziej zalezy mi na samej przyjemnosci rysowania, niz dopracowywaniu rysunku. Poza tym, niektore rysunki powinny zostac niedokonczone, mowia wtedy wiecej i mozna dopowiedziec wiele historii...
Jak by tutaj zaczac? Slowa nie spelnia dzisiaj swojego zadania, dzisiaj nie sa moim przyjacielem wiec dzisiaj podziele sie tylko tym rysunkiem. Rysowanie czasem mi wychodzi, a czasem nie. Moim bledem jest zasiadac do kartki papieru oczekujac, ze kazdy rysunek bedzie arcydzielem, to tylko odbiera radosc samego rysowania - przynajmniej mi. Rysowanie to zmaganie sie z wlasnym ego, ktore oczekuje od kazdego rysunku, ze bedzie perfekcyjny. Ego...
Nie ma jednak nic piekniejszego w rysowaniu gdy po kilkunastu probach nieudanego rysunku, nagle widze wylaniajaca sie twarz czy postac osoby ktora rysuje. To jest moja mala nagroda za podjete proby i porazki.

Dziennik Malych Radosci: "Wczorajsze workout Cindy Crawford przypomnial mi czasy gdy bylam nastolatka".

I'm going to give myself permission to let go of this drawing now, as I said earlier I am more interested in the pleasure that drawing gives me than making it look perfect. Besides, some drawings should be left unfinished, this way they tell more and enable us to use our own imagination and create our own tales...
I don't really know how to begin? Words are not my friends today so the only thing left is to share with you my drawing. Sometimes I like my drawings and sometimes I don't. It's my mistake to sit in front of the sheet of paper expecting that every drawing will be a masterpiece, it takes away the very purpose of drawing - JOY - at least it takes the joy away from me. Drawing is a constant battle with my ego, which expectes from each drawing that it will be perfect. Ego ...

Having said that, there is nothing more beautiful and rewarding in drawing than when, after several failed attempts to draw suddenly I can see the face emerging from my page, face of a person or character I am trying to draw. This is my little reward for all the attempts and defeats.

Joy Journal: "Cindy Crawford workout yesterday reminded me time when I was a teenager."

3 comments:

siete said...

Fantastic portrait,Aneta, very well made, smile is perfect, and lights...¡Bravo!

Greatings.

Enrique.

Robert Mace Bent said...

hi again......your work looks tighter now; you had a looser, free spirited look when i first encountered it. are you still having fun? Fun with art is the most important thing!!! i hope to hear from you sometime.

Anetka said...

Enrique, thank you for your words. Mean a lot to me:)

Hi Robert, thanks a lot for popping in:) yes, I am still having fun. I know how important it is for me:)

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