My mind blocks me from time to time with questions, doubts, speculations...black, dark visions of an unemployed artist, but I am trying to trust my instincts, which wisper right directions and ways and even though I have my doubts I have to try and fight!
In the meantime outside the window Autumn slowly replaces Summer with her beautiful colours. I've noticed a week ago falling leaves. Unfortunatelly Summer didn't stay long this year in Sutton.
Prague days are behind and belong to my past but general beauty still stays in my heart and my inner artist still sings beautiful songs about this city, therefore be prepared to see on my blog from time to time remaining sketches from my last trip.
The quality of the pictures of the sketches is not too brilliant but currently I haven't got my scanner so...
yesterday I've started my Mother's portrait which I am going to include in my project. I think about her, her strenght, her power and support I've received and still receiving from her and if anyone asked me which women I admire the most - I say "My Mother", and I will always cherish her and will be grateful for everything she's done for me.
I am also going to include portraits of Nad and my sister.
I've noticed that the longer I work on portrait I tend to "destroy" it more...(30 min, mechanical pencil HB)
now that slowly I am breaking through my own doubts I have to focus on creating and action rather than thinking tooooo much.
Joy Journal: "staying in bed till 9 am and peace in me that I do not have to hurry anymore".